Monday, July 2, 2007

I feel like shit-tah!



UHHGG, my knees hurt...and my sister is pissing me off. I just relized that i may be obsessive compulsive. I noticed that when my routine gets messed with, i get hella mad, and thats not good. So, yeah, right now, i'm hella irritable.THERE IS NOTHING BUT SHIT ON TV, what the hell is going on! And i have no new movies to watch, so that's ALSO pissing me off. I'm watching my HOT SHOTS right now, which is a good movie, so i'm OK for now. I can really relate to Topper Harley. Hmm...odd.*Sigh* I'm tired of school. It's boring and stupid. Hopefully second semester will be better.I need to lift some weights, I'm way too stressed right now. hmm. arrg. i think one reason why people around me dont know how stressed, pissed off, depressed, or whatever the case, i really am is because of the "defence mechanism" that i outwardly become hyper and excessively "happy" to others. We talked about this is psycology, and it's exactly how i am. On the outside i seem like a bouncy happy party kind of person, on the inside, i'm a bitter, pissed, sometimes depressed, irritable little person. It's hard to tell when i'm really happy or when i'm fake happy....blah. Oh well. As of now, i'm pissed, but i'll try not to act that way. I hope it's not unhealthy. How to i get my agression out?HAHA, hot shots is funny....BTW....NASH IS HOTT

3 comments:

elaughs86910 said...

BLAUGH!!!! You aren't the only one stressed right now, all this shit with my family is starting to get to my head......but then again, oh well, they'll be fine. Man, you can be a really irritable person...just kidding, you really aren't that bad. Oh and I also have a confession for you haileu.....well....it's not easy saying this but....I am a gay robot. I like ribbons in my hair, and i like to kiss all the boys (sorry, right now i can't really top your HOT SHOTS confession in my journal) but i must agree with you on one thing...YOU ARE SUPERHOTT AND EVERYONE THAT THINKS OTHERWISE ARE JEALOUS ASSHOLES WHO CAN'T GET ANY ANYWAYS AND I COULD REALLY CARE LESS WHAT EVERYONE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU AND I CAUSE WE STILL KICKASS AND NOBODY'LL BEAT US! *sigh*...that felt good

andrespcm1132yahoocom said...

would you two please get a provate chatroom or something? my gods. and everyone is stresses about school at this point.

randosnewmfromlondon23yahoocom said...

YOU GET A ROOM.....YOU COTTON-HEADED NINNYMUGGINS!We are just fine and not over affectionate............damit!!!