....to BOLDLY go where no woman has gone before...or something like that

Yes, that's my dream, to do great things....wether its on a large or small scale. It doesnt matter. Probly in psychology, i seem to have a knack for that, and i love using that knack. If not that, then most definitely in the movie business one way or another, so we'll see how it all goes. I could possibly even do both. I could also do art and write (books, music, etc) on the side....that would be cool, I'LL BE RICH! hahaha. But deep down, i do like helping people with their problems. Not so much on a "do you have a headach" scale....but more on the mental side. Emotional problems. I can already analize situations some people have (friends, family members, etc) and figure out how the problem could be solved fairly quickly...so i think thats a good thing to have. I understand ,and can interprate, how a person's mind works, mostly because i am really good at putting myself in other's shoes....you'd be amazed, althoug it sometimes drives me crazy thinking so much. But it comes naturally. And I'm not bias, and that's always good. I dont judge, and I think that makes people feel better talking to me...and i like that. It just sucks that i dont really have anyone willing to listen to me with the help in return....oh well, i'll deal...heh heh, i have no idea why i'm babbelling on about this. Sorry.It's extremely cold in my room. I'm not quite sure, but it always is. Winter sucks. My skin gets so dry and I am almost always cold. I start shaking really quickly when it's cold.SometimesI wish I was braveI wish I was strongerI wish I could feel no painI wish I was youngI wish I would tryI wish I was honestI wish I was you not I'CauseI feel so madI feel so angryI feel so callousSo lost, confused againI feel so cheapSo used, unfaithfulLet's start overLet's start overSometimesI wish I was smartI wish I made cures forHow people areI wish I had powerI wish I could leaveI wish I could change the worldFor you and me'CauseI feel so madI feel so angryI feel so callousSo lost, confused againI feel so cheapSo used, unfaithfulLet's start overLet's start over'CauseI feel so madI feel so angryI feel so callousSo lost, confused againI feel so cheapSo used, unfaithfulLet's start overLet's start overI feel so madI feel so angryI feel so callousSo lost, confused againI feel so cheapSo used, unfaithfulLet's start overLet's start over