Aloha

*Sigh* Me bored. My mom is making me go swim laps with my sister today. I know I need to...i really do, but I look retarted cuz I havnt done real lap swimming since 7th grade. My sister on the other hand is on the swim team at her school. I'm more of an underwater swimmer than a lap swimmer, so laps dont come naturally....but i'm really outta shape, so i really need to do this. Hopefully no one will be looking....oi vey.People annoy me....and they really shouldnt. Lately little things that people do, just habbit or quirks, really annoy me. Hopefully it's just a fase. They cant help it, and they arnt doing anything really wrong or odd, but some reason it gets to me. Unusual. Whatever.I'm kinda thinking again about my desire to go into psycology in college. We were talking about how long it takes and what kind of work you need to do in my psy. class on Fri. Then I started thinking that if i went that direction it would make me think too make and be paranoid. I've heard about people who become doctors or psychiatrists begin to become hypocondriacs (sp?) because they start thinking they have the symtoms and all that. I think I would be prone to doing that, and I dont want to waist my time thinking I'm mentally ill...speacially if I am. So now I have to go looking for a nother career path, just in case i completely change my mind. I need to find something i'm interrested in, and I wont get bored and not finish work that it requires...cuz i do that. I need something that keeps me motivated. And something that is stable.....what could that possibly be?!