...Saturday...

UHHGGG, my stomach hurts! WHY?! WHY DOES IT HURT?! I dont understand?!...could it have been the pizza? I dont know?! OH GOD! (actually, i'm over doing it a bit....it doesnt hurt THAT bad, but it does hurt.)Anyways, my day has gone pretty well. Woke up around 9...which is late for me cuz my damn sisters like to get up at the crack of dawn and turn the damn tv all the way up....but yes, i woke up at 9. then i waited for my mom to get done exercising, hoping i would be able to as well, but didnt get the chance. Then I went to Nash's house to get crackin' on the shitload of homework we have for AP History. OK, so it may not be a SHITLOAD to everyone else...but it is to me. I went from no homework to this shit....it's hard. So we got about half of it done, then....we stopped doing homework....then we went to church. Nash was more anal about being all serious about church than i was....and he's not even catholic....I think I'm losing faith in my religion. I mean, i still believe in the teaching....but i dont believe in the people today. I dont trust the church, people are not perfect, and yet we are suppost to put all of our faith and trust in this organization. Is it just me, or does that sound a little stuipid. People become corrupt, and the church has been corrupted before, so what stopping it from happening again.....sorry, just a random thoughtanyways....how are things?There's times where i want something moreSomeone more like meThere's times when this dress rehearsalSeems incompleteBut, you see the colors in me like no one elseAnd behind your dark glasses you're...You're something elseYou're really lovelyUnderneath it allYou want to love meUnderneath it allI'm really luckyUnderneath it allYou're really lovelyYou know some real bad tricksAnd you need some disciplineBut, lately you've been trying real hardAnd giving me your bestAnd, you give me the most gorgeous sleepThat i've ever hadAnd when it's really badI guess it's not that badSo many moons that we have seenStumbling back next to meI've seen right through and underneathAnd you make me betterI've seen right through and underneathAnd you make me betterBetter... better...You are my real prince charmin'Like the heat from the fireYou were always burnin'And each time you're aroundMy body keeps stalin'For your touchYour kisses and your sweet romancin'There's an underside to youThat so many adoreAside from your temperEverything else secureYou're good for me, babyOh that, i'm sureOver and over againI want moreYou've used up all your couponsAnd all you've got left is meAnd somehow i'm full of forgivenessI guess it's meant to beYou're really lovelyUnderneath it allYou want to love meUnderneath it allI'm really lovelyUnderneath it allAnd you're really lovely