......bite me......

I am not in a good fucking mood. I am fucking tired, so no, this is not PMS. I've got too much damn homework, and i'm probly gunna be up till midnight again. everyone is pissing me off or stressing me out, and no one seems to give a flying fuck about anything important, or things i'm concerned about. You all just think i'm full of shit and worry about senseless things, well no, there is reasoning behind my stess, so just piss off if you got a problem. Yes, i am cussing alot, but thats because i'm pissed, and again, tired. Not only am i tired from lack of sleep, but i'm tired of everything else too....i'm tired of school, i'm tired of people, i'm tired of being tired. Nobody really wants to listen, so thats why i'm typing it down here, cuz i need to get it out somehow, dont i. And since i'm most likely not going to do anything about my anger, here it is. i just want to sleep. i want to get away from everyone and just sleep. i dont want to worry about anyone cuz they dont want to worry about me, or me even to worry about them in the first place. I'm sorry if i care...i'm one of the few out there who give a fuckin shit. So everyone, if i've seemed grumpy or down in the dumps, here are the reasons why. yes, i'll get over it, soon probly, at least on the outside.Maybe life is like a ride on a freewayDodging bullets while you're trying to find your wayEveryone's around, but no one does a damn thingIt brings me down, but I won't let themIf I seem bleakWell you'd be correctAnd if I don't speakIt's cause I can't disconnectBut I won't be burned by the reflectionOf the fire in your eyesAs you're staring at the sunWhen I ran I didn't feel like a runawayWhen I escaped I didn't feel like I got awayThere's more to living than only survivingMaybe I'm not there, but I'm still tryingThough you hear meI don't think that you relateMy will is somethingThat you can't confiscateSo forgive me, but I won't be frustratedBy destruction in your eyesAs you're staring at the sun