Ya' Friday Fucktard!

Another week has ended, and so has another semster. At least for me. Wow, this semester has gone by so fast, i cant believe it. It's kinda sad, cuz i loved all my classes. I'll miss them....*sigh* Hopefully i'll enjoy next semester......hopefully. Man, i finally get to enjoy high school on my last year (which almost didnt happen) and soon i'll have to say goodbye to everyone all over again....it gets old after awhile. I just wanna stay somewhere i enjoy....and here is not the place, but i DO wanna move somewhere i LOVE and just stay there...happy and such. Actually, all i really want is to sleep. Sleep all day, no worries. Just sleep, then do whatever the hell i feel like. No one nagging me, no one to please, just me. That would be nice.Me and Nash are almost to our 3 months of going out. lol. How cute. Although I'm getting tired of all you damn purvs pressuring us to do.....things. DAMIT, we'll do 'em when we damn well please and when there is a time and place....DAMIT.Hmm....66 days till my birthday....wow...I'll be 18! I CAN SMOKE! AND BUY PORN!SWEEET! I cant wait!"Head over heals I've fit in beforeNow I don't want to do it no moreI've held it all in with blood on my faceBuilt it up man so bad you can tasteI don't slag no oneI don't even judgeDon't give a shit cause I'm not gonna budgeI just want to be who I want to beGuess that's hard for others to seeI'm not a trendy assholeI do what I wantI do what I feel likeI'm not a trendy assholeDon't give a fuck if it's good enough for youCause I'm aliveSmash is the way you feel all aloneLike an outcast you're out on your ownSmash is the way you deal with your lifeLike an outcast you're smashing your strifeHead over heals I've fit in beforeNo I don't want to do it no moreI just want to be who I want to beGuess that's hard for the others to see"