Day off.

This morning sucked. I woke from a bad dream. It wasnt a nightmare or anything like that, but it had the person I dispise the most in the whole world....enough that i wish death apon him....a hate him. So yeah, that bumed me out for the morning. Oh well, at least i DID get to exercise this evening. That felt good. I'm tired now, but it's a good...achieved..tired. I've missed it."I've been a loser all my life, I'm not about to change. If you dont like it, there's the door, nobody made you stay"srry, that's a line from a song i was listening to...seems to fit me.Hmmm....a good paintball game sounds fun as hell right now. I should get a big group of people, all go get some paintball gear, get in my back yard, and just start shooting each other. That would be totally badass. WHO'S WITH ME? I also wanna make a little skit movie thingie kinda like the Daily Show, with fake news and stuff, and have everyone in it, going over whats really happening today. That, too, would be badass.Me tired....school tomorrow...blah. At least I got a new backpack. YAY. Hmm...how i get entertained by the simple things."It's seven in the morning and your walking out the doorYou got no time for coffeeI'm starring here remembering when my kisses made you lateGonna take a minute for my morning meditationBut I'm on the phone call... waiting... click... doneUnder an invasion I feel likeI'm a spinning ball in a lottery cageIf we aren't making love how can we be lovers?Gonna post a vacancy sign under the coversBefore it gets to late I'm gonna sayStop what you're doing and love me nowI'm making my move come on and love me nowI come home so tired just wanna put my feet upYou watch Letterman and eat something old I heat upThen we both fall asleep before the rooster starts to crowNo time to fight we pretend love is so sweetWhen all we're missing is what's between the sheetsUsed to find an hour between start and goWhat ever happened to staying up all night?When the bed became our island and it was just you and IOur troubles would slip away when we saidStop what you're doing and love me nowI'm making my move come on and love me nowTime... time...Time... time... time...All we need's a little time.Just you and I, magic rideIf we aren't making love how can we be lovers?Gonna post a vacancy sign under the coversBefore it gets to late I'm gonna sayStop what you're doing and love me nowI'm making my move come on and love me nowStop what you're doing and love me nowI'm making my move come on and love me now"